Every single day before she waves back at me the sentence slips out her mouth while her chubby chin is furrowed with the effort to suppress tears..Such a gentle soul, deep heart questioning herself at the age of 5..Can not express the bliss I feel when she is this straightforward and communicates her feelings, vulnerabilities and overwhelming goosebumps urge me to think about the future.Is she in an environment where she can safely express her openness and vulnerability? Will she find the solace she seeks?

Every gesture holds significance—each kiss, each embrace, their duration, intensity, and even the one who decides to disengage first. I’m astounded by her ability to elucidate her preferences, articulate her desires for improvement, and pinpoint the subtle nuances that irk her. Despite offering her space, she returns, engaging in dialogue and elaborating on her frustrations.

“Mom, may I have a word with you? Let’s go to another room so Ayaz (her brother,9) can not annoy us ,” she requests. Struck by her eloquence, I’m apprehensive about the gravity of our impending discussion. “I told you not to relocate my stickers many times, and if you do, you must seek my permission,” she continues. A broad grin spreads across my face as I try to maintain my active listening , though I can’t help but laugh. All I can do to give a big ,round cuddles, showering her with kisses and offering my sincerest apologies. Unconvinced by my reaction, she seeks reassurance of my commitment once more before departing, affirming, “You are a good mommy.”

My cherished little angel, maintain the authenticity that defines you. Speak your mind, inquire, and assert yourself—never give up in your pursuit of communication!

Ayan