Perhaps this time, it’s about losing—losing in order to find the true one. Not the one needed for a temporary period, not for a quick fix, not for numbing pain.” It was about leaving surviving mode switching to life mode. What is life mode?

Life modes can refer to anything happening in our daily lives—moments, nuances that encompass tears, pain, laughter, and bliss. The key point here is not being in stuck in any of them for a longer time which inevitably leads to drainage. It is keeping the balance, accepting the very existence of the all the feelings, naming what you go through.

The more you observe, the greater your chance of reaching the moment.. It’s when you refrain from finding excuses for short-term ‘fixes’ and delve into darkness with the determination to find your way out that you outgrow yourself..

Ayan